I am a shy guy

I am a shy guy , outspoken though ,
But , I am shy of course , believe me .

I may want a big castle , and a bungalow ,
But , I want the life in it to be private and low .

I may , yell it out loud in public , write my heart out ,
But , I like certain decorum to not go beyond this wall .

Nature it is , since years ,
Years have passed with this complicated delicacy  .

I don’t want to hurt , saying this over and over again ,
But , I am shy for all such things .

Bharath R Rao